Thursday, September 20, 2012

confessions of a bad friend

I am terribly sorry.
I know I could've helped you, but I didn't.
I know that I could have spent more time with you, but I didn't.
I know I am the only one left in your life, but I left as well.
I know each day is a painful blur to you and every night a frightful awake.
I know you needed me, but I didn't need you.
      you were a burden to me, so I didn't carry you.
I know I cannot be your savoir, but I didn't point you to Him.
I failed you, my friend.
I await your return. I will struggle with you. I will do so now in prayers.

Bring healing oh powerful one. Bring your presence to where I cannot go. Empower me so I can be a true friend.

Again and again, I am sorry my brother, my friend.

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